Time to fly

Wow, its been a really a long while since I last blogged.
Somehow for a long period of time, I lost the passion and desire to recount experiences that I experienced.So for this entry, I will recount everything that has happened that is worth my time spent typing them up here.Here we go

2C2 2004 CLASS CHALET

I have to say that there was a vast improvement in this year's chalet compared to the last.I enjoyed myself throughout and was even abit reluctant to leave.For the very first few time, I felt like I really belong somewhere.I have a place in this class.It's those pivotal point that makes a turn and a switch.A pity it comes too soon too late.It's goodbye soon...

I really had a lot of fun during the bbq, joking and laughing, goofing around with sar, war, yusheng and nurul..and all those who were helping to cook the food.The idiotic acts, the lame jokes, i was part of it.Also, i became closed with sit, war, sar and nurul during this period of time. The watching of drumline was great...only i felt asleep twice :P..nah the movie was cool, just that it was so late and all...

I also remember the gossiping, tell-all session, centering our so-called "love life" and the boys from....But it was great haha.The cycling was cool too.Although I must say gen li being there made me all the more subtle, I enjoyed the breeze and the ride.Memorable.

All in all, I felt that if I didnt come, I would have missed out a whole lot of fun, laughter and bonding.I dont know if those things that were done there would mean anything,I dont know if any of the ppl I feel comfy around will be my classmates next year(i hope) but I know that this chalet was one to remember.I won't forget.

RESULTS

This year has been..disappointing.But who is to blame but myself?Actually, I could have done so much better for maths, science.Looking back, I was just careless and that was the only thing that separates me from the rest.My humanities were power though.I didnt expect an A1 for lit so it was a pleasant surprise.But this is also the first time i shed tears for results.I just know i deserve so much better for maths and science,I spent time on both subjects...a lot of time...they just didnt pay off.

I ranked 8 in class, 22 in the level.I'm satisfied...not.I know some people would dream of having my positions but..compared to myself, I deproved.I slipped even further.I cant let this continue next year.Either I improve the ranking, or i can go shoot myself.I still want a place in ACSI IB,I want to get in!!!I want it so badly, I can really do anthing to get in...

Overall?I should be at least contented that:
1) I *mostly like* will get into my choice combi (double, physic, chem, pure geo)
2)I got an A1 for lit..vast improvement from a B3 overall, B4 in final exam last year
3)I will still get some scholarship money :D
4)I *most likely* will remain in TDP

ASEAN STORIES PROJECT
This is probably the most memorable experience in the entire year of 2004.This project, really gives me some motivation during its course and taught me alot.I'm truly appreciative to the school for letting the TDP students participate in this.

I cant really forget all those meetings with the fellows, with the IT team and all the time I spent on this.Truly worthwhile.

I won't forget Persis, Binghuan,Zhi Wei, Aemila,Samantha,Megan and a few fellows I have come to know better namely Shaun and Rae.I won't forget that speech I made, though brief, was so significant to me.I won't forget talking to Minister Tharman.Last of all, I'll regret joining this project, knowing all of the wonderful people that I did,spending time with Ms Goh rehearsing the speech and...(out of point) knowing and respect Mr Gau Poh Teck a lot more.

I want to say this, excerpt from my speech:

"We have just started on this journey, and we were pleased with the outcome..and we looking forward with excitement to even more stories in the near future"

TALENT DEVELOPMENT PROGRAM(namely the philo course)
Some TDP people would beg to differ that TDP philo course was something memorable.
However, i consider it is.I'm a pretty thoughtful,insightful person who thinks a lot.Thats one of the reason why i like philo i guess.I also like to write on all these theories, analyse them and stuff.I like that and I'm seriously looking forward to psychology next year.

The abseiling course was fun too btw.I dont think anyone would disagree.The instructor was comical, the experience was cool and yeah...its nice.It short of gives me the idealism that we all can benefit from this if we WANT TO.A lot of people dont because they chose to ignore its benefits and what it can do to change them.For me, I have really learnt how to think and analyse.I believe it sorts of help in my lit...maybe thats why I improved???Possible.

Ok ppl, those who are really reading till this very end, I must congrat you for being so patient and the fact that you can endure the little details of my life.

Next entry, i will rate my top 20 moments of the year.Should a good entry..making me reminisce all the memories...till then, take care.

Lord, do you hear my cry
I have tried
I have put down all that i have
Yet i failed
Is it your divine judgement?
Or is it me the foolish one?

Tears
Will you wash away this shame
Numbness
Can you numb this pain
I have fallen to my knees
Not once but twice
In my mind, i wonder why

My efforts like the rain
Pouring down...flowing away
Or am I fooled?
I know not what to think
Only You know,Lord
Only you know

I want to break away
Escape from this dark alley
Lay down the burden I have carried
But you won't let me go astray
You always hold on to me
Why can't I just let go?

Where is the faith?
Where is the trust?
I must have lost them all
Will you still reach out?
Will you still save me?

Tomorrow will still come
Life will nevertheless go on
Time will continue flowing
Leaving me Behind
I won't follow...

watssup people?
Its been quite some time I admit.But yeah, I'm studying for exams,what do u expect?? =)

Anyhow you must be thinking that i have finished my exam since I'm here updating this dead blog.I dont even think anyone reads except for myself haha...

Still, getting people reading my blog isnt the reason why this blog exists in the first place.It exists to create a place for me to pen my thoughts and recount my daily experiences.I find it hard not to pen it down cos I dont share them with people most of the time.Those who want to know whats happening in my life would probably have to find their way here somehow and read this stuff.Not very mundane...because I dont record mundane things.

Anyway I'm here for a short update of the "situation".haha.

I have basically screwed most of my papers.With 2 of the most important ones to settle, I cant afford to screw them up too.Not with maths and science.Not with these 2.Anyway, I'm not that pessimistic if you ask me.I'm faithful to the fact that God is in control.Whatever it is, He knows I have tried my very best.no regrets that i didnt study hard because I DID study very hard for all the subjects I have taken. After this post, back to mugging =D..wa..its my fave past time mah...

Okie...thats about it.Yepz..I;m dedicating a song to 2C2ians and esp to Waritta *winks*.Hopefully it will get read ;D

Chao!

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