Time to fly

For: losing the hp, laugh about it, caring too much abt something u dont freaking understand, being too sensitive, too emotional, crying too much, putting a mask of happiness i'm not so sure i should wear, thinking u are the evil attacking, not eating enough, not taking care of myself, being too busy, wanting to have a luxury of french tution, hurting really badly....i dont know how to deal with this pain but just work and more work, loving you too much to hate you.

God, only You understand this pain.Only YOU.