Time to fly

Hello
Woot...That was a long long long time that I didnt blog.Wee...now I'm back in the business for blogging!For those who regularly come back here and didnt see any updates..here you go!I didnt think there would be anyone visiting in first place.Indeed I was pleasantly surprised that I was wrong.

First of all,before any sentimental content, I would want to talk about the new layout of this blog,or new skin so to speak.Yes, I really love this layout.It's stylist(black and white), with a very unique design and above anything else, has a very special meaning.

I want God to be the theme of 2005 in my life and thus, this skin shall be the first step of signifying that.I know i know..the skin only...what about the inner of me..am i that "holy"..many would question.hehe..but you know what,if i dont create the atmosphere and set the tone right this moment, I would never have the chance to do so in the near future.So for now, this layout will stay for at least 1 or 2 months.

Content wise,I'll definitely talk about God more and I will post my perspective on different issues here as well, Christian and non-christian alike.I have had this thought for a long time...but only now I want to make this thing a bit more public.This blog wont be just a place of daily rampants..but also my views and write-ups on certain events,issues...people.I definitely want to take blogging to the next level.As I have said some time before, I won't post mundane things, this blog will be my place for reflection,review and daily rampants as well.And if u think that i seem to be typing for some sort of readers out there, then..you're on the wrong path of thinking.I constant come to view my blog just for reflections..and yeah..sometimes,the reader is mostly myself.Also, I like it this way,the style of writing...yupz...

2004 has certainly been a very eventful year, with a lot of ups and downs.I almost wanted to blog on 31 dec 2004 but couldnt do it somehow..didnt feel like it.I didnt have the drive as usual and I didnt know what to blog about most importantly.As I welcome the new year, I also want to look back on 2004 with gratitude for what God has done and the personal events that He had let happen in my life.Below would be a list of some


New year Stress...(no..new ACADEMY year stress)
I put my parents through a lot of upheavals.I teared down the house with my mourning, crying,complaining...stressing..well I'm really sorry,but thankful as well.To God, for letting me be stressed,because without this, my faith would never have been taken to a new level.I thank God for showing me that without Him, I would be nothing.Thanks to parents,and sorry too ..mom and dad..love you both but i didnt act as so.I can't promise it won't happen again.but I can promise I will never think of suicide as the last resort..because Life, a gift from God, is beautiful.

Blah...shall post more tmr..PROMISE!!Now it's zzz time =)
Happy New Year!

This is the continuation from yesterday's entry.

Arrival of the new kid on the block
My cousin has been in singapore for..almost 5 months now.Time has really flied.I can still remember the first day that she was here and how I really sulked over that.I was not welcoming her at all...instead..I acted as cold as ice.Blah...4 months down the road saw changes that i myself am surprised.I have been a lot closer to her(probably cos we're the same age)..believe that the old rivalry has lessened by heaps(but still there acadly) and now, she's a fellow sister-in-christ.I pray to God that He will lead her to know Him more and more each day and that our bond as cousins will also grow.Yupz..

Change of class, going on the less expected track and feeling really good about it.
Well, many of friends have expected me to go to triple science..yeah yeah..after all I have always appeared as a nerd,mugger haha.But I chose instead to do double science..and it's not a last minute choice,by the way.I have been thinking about it for a long long time.It seems to me that God himself has led me to this track of thinking and had of course already chosen the course for me.I feel that with double science, i will have more time for reflection,relaxation and other activities that I'm interested in.Also, my energy wont be spent solely on studies but other things.With french,tuition and cca, I believe I have quite enough on my plate.At the same time, I don't plan to be a doctor.I don't want to go to triple sc for the glamor of it and regret the decision later.I feel really good about this class and I trust God to guide me through.IB is still my goal and I have no intention of changing it.

Closer tights....Never too little too late
My bonds with some of 2C2ians have definitely been closer by miles.I'm really grateful for Gen and many others..yupz..although not in the same class next year, hope to be friends with them always.Shall miss them loads!And no,its never too late..even though these bonds are only strengthened at the end of the year.

That has been some PERSONAL highlights for 2004.I really feel that I'm going to remember this year forever..not only because of the recent tsunami, but also for these personal events that had happened.Anyway, Goodbye 2004.and WELCOME,2005!