Thursday, September 16, 2004
Life is so fragile
I read a guy's blog to find out that one of his classmate is diagnosed with cancer.I also read the testimonial by his mom posted in his blog.I cried.
Life is so fragile, oh Lord.I just want to live day by day now and be thankful even for my mere existence on this earth.God create his children for a purpose.I believe that God created Sam Chan for a purpose too.I dont know him but I have strong sympathy for him after having seen how cancer took away my loved ones.I pray to God He will not take away his.I'm keeping the guy in prayers and so are other friends and family members.
Well the reason I wanted to blog wasn't really about that if you think it was. It was more of my own health condition. I dont know for sure what is going on but I know its not something too serious after checking websites for symptoms that might match mine.That calms me a little.
In case some of you dont know what i'm talkin about, i have been having difficulties breathing and constant short breathness since tuesday.As I said in my previous entry, I have had this for years but it only becomes very serious this few days.I have no idea why.I'm sure its not the exams cos of all exams, why this one???Something else must be the reason and I hope I'll find out soon when i visit the specialist this weekend.
Honestly, this thing really affects me, both my studies and my sleep.I couldnt sleep well and my thoughts always got disrupted when i have to stop thinking to catch my breath.I dont know what will happen in the exam room when time is limited and much has to be done.I think somehow I need to bring this to the teachers sooner or later cos it REALLY affects my concentration.
The medicine seems to help cos I have no problem during and after mass run.for a moment, I also seemed to be breathing normally.But then again, if i'm depending on medicine to breathe properly,something is the problem.As long as the effect of the pills wore off, it returns to affect me as bad as before.
I'm not able to pray to God yesterday as I was trying to sleep early.But today i promise I will.I need to tell Him.He needs to know.He's my father, right?
Life is so fragile, oh Lord.I just want to live day by day now and be thankful even for my mere existence on this earth.God create his children for a purpose.I believe that God created Sam Chan for a purpose too.I dont know him but I have strong sympathy for him after having seen how cancer took away my loved ones.I pray to God He will not take away his.I'm keeping the guy in prayers and so are other friends and family members.
Well the reason I wanted to blog wasn't really about that if you think it was. It was more of my own health condition. I dont know for sure what is going on but I know its not something too serious after checking websites for symptoms that might match mine.That calms me a little.
In case some of you dont know what i'm talkin about, i have been having difficulties breathing and constant short breathness since tuesday.As I said in my previous entry, I have had this for years but it only becomes very serious this few days.I have no idea why.I'm sure its not the exams cos of all exams, why this one???Something else must be the reason and I hope I'll find out soon when i visit the specialist this weekend.
Honestly, this thing really affects me, both my studies and my sleep.I couldnt sleep well and my thoughts always got disrupted when i have to stop thinking to catch my breath.I dont know what will happen in the exam room when time is limited and much has to be done.I think somehow I need to bring this to the teachers sooner or later cos it REALLY affects my concentration.
The medicine seems to help cos I have no problem during and after mass run.for a moment, I also seemed to be breathing normally.But then again, if i'm depending on medicine to breathe properly,something is the problem.As long as the effect of the pills wore off, it returns to affect me as bad as before.
I'm not able to pray to God yesterday as I was trying to sleep early.But today i promise I will.I need to tell Him.He needs to know.He's my father, right?
# posted by daydreamer @ 5:17 pm 
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